[continuation from Shopping as the ultimate experience]
Her answer boggled me for days. It was not its
unpredictability that kept haunting me, but the involuntary shift of
perspective from the visible side of substantial economical and social
exchanges to the very bottom mirroring of it. My attention had been inevitably
drawn to the daily disposable transfers and transactions which, even though considered
insignificant, contribute to the creation of a globally‐scaled web of intricate interrelations
that shape the future in all possible ways. For until up to that moment I had
completely failed to recognize the receipt: this confined piece of slippery
paper, its parallel existence and importance, its self‐contained complicity in
the functioning of the world as a whole, and in maintaining an undisturbed,
fair stream of day‐to‐day occurrences and habits. (This sudden acknowledgment
also made me recall a particular Sunday evening in Leuven
when I unintentionally tore to pieces the only possible way we could recover
our luggage from the train station locker: a faintly printed rectangle, the
size of a wallet photo, containing a mysterious pattern produced by applying
law of attraction principles to thin and chubby vertical lines. The unlimited
patience and effort invested in creating a faithful reconstruction of the
original—using only stationary tape and glue—reliable enough to fool the
machine! The mad emotions and ridiculous thoughts whirling in and out on the
way to the train station, the pure joy of seeing the metallic door of the
locker opening in front of our eyes!)
Something had to change; this cascade of meaningful events
revolving around the receipt marked a point of no return from my previously
detached, overconfident attitude, stuck for years in a financially‐based
system malfunctioning on reimbursement, tax deduction and product replacement
prescriptions. There was only one possible way of doing it right: by appointing
myself the daring task of uncovering the secret life of the receipt.